January 2012
I’m really excited for group tomorrow. I don’t know where my faith is going and I need the reassurance to get me back on the right path.
I think
I just want to lay here and cry. I don’t want anyone to ask me what’s wrong or tell me to cheer up. Their caring and being sad because I’m sad makes it harder. I just want to cry on someone’s chest until all the tears are out and they’ll say “all better?” and I’ll say yes and then we can go on with our lives.
Thoughts.
Let me just start this off by saying that lately, I’m feeling pretty okay. Not that things are perfect but I’m learning how to handle things. I wish I was you. Or better yet, I wish I had the effect on people that you do. I don’t deserve some award or thanks from people, but I don’t think I’m a half bad person. I’m a teenager. But for all the things I have done...
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Just for the record:
I LOVE JOHN GREEN SO MUCH AND THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE I CAN EXPRESS THIS LOVE WITHOUT OTHER SIMPLE-MINDED BEINGS DECIDING TO GO CHECK OUT HIS BOOKS AND THEN NOT PRESERVING THE SACREDNESS OF THEM AND THEN THEY JUST RUIN IT ALL. I LOVED HIM SINCE SEVENTH GRADE DON’T YOU SEE MY LOVE? THE LOOOOOOOVE.
Everyone should read his books though, I mean really. I just wish I could keep him a secret but...
justelaina asked: Right? They keep leaking stills but they won't even release the trailer. I really hope they follow along with the book.
Me: I got a new book today.
Friend: Oh, really? What's it called?
Me: the fault in our stars and its so great dont you love the cover some people didnt like it i love it its written by john green john green makes videos with his brother on youtube and they make the world a better place and they call themselves nerdfighters and tell people to not forget to be awesome and hank makes music and john makes books and has a son named henry and john signed all the preorders of tfios and no one has ever really done anything like that before and it just shows how dedicated he is and hes been thinking about this book for like ten years anyways theres this girl hazel and this boy augustus waters and they meet and she has cancer and the book is dedicated to esther who was a nerdfighter and im so excited and you should read it too because its just the best.
Friend:
Me: Yes.
“I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.”
– The Fault in Our Stars, John Green (via alittlejstillz)
justelaina asked: They haven't announced when Perks comes out. Or released a trailer. /:
